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I was a muslim from the 14th of July, 2012. Well, I am an ex muslim actually. Maybe in arab countries I should be killed for that I left the religion but please, don't hate me. I am not a bad person. I believe in God hardly but I just got lost. I couldn't find my way in Islam, I was alone with all that, no one was next to me to help me and teach about Islam. The problem is that being muslim here is not easy at all, I was forced to be muslim by my ex-boyfriend from Egypt. He was intimidating  me and forcing to join islam. After I did and found it a good choice, I prayed 5 times a day, do fast in Ramadan and so on... Then I become hated among my family and friends. It was all really too hard and I was becoming mentaly sick of that all... I decided to leave Islam for my own safety. Just... Please, don't hate me, don't call me a bitch, slut and whatever... Many people hate me already... Too many. Do I deserve? If you notice any problem, anything that I do wrong, please, tell me that politely. Don't attack me and don't be agressive. Many muslims write to me every day, calling me a bitch, they say that they pray to Allah to destroy my life and my family, they wish me to die, they say horrible things... I feel just tired, I have enough... Please...
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Daria
Artist | Student | Photography
Poland
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Languages I speak: polish, english, arabic, russian, spanish.


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:heart: ... السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاتة



:icongrin--plz: I hate the part when I have to introduce myself. I am a 19 years polish girl. My name is Daria. I've been living on my own for half a year in Sosnowiec (I had my own flat), coming from Zawiercie, where my family is. I was studying Russian Philology, translation programme, on The University of Silesia. But I discontinued it. Now I am working and I plan to study English Philology with spanish language and International Relations.




The tragical romantic person, very sensitive to feelings and emotions, shy, empathic, perceptive.

Has introverted behavior, She's moving away from the others, has a complex personality. She is an intellectualist but has exceptional depth of feelings. She is opened to the spiritual and aesthetic experience. She tries to search for a lot of meanings for almost all events. She has a strong need and ability to carry out arts. She's a loner, looks mysterious and it is difficult to "decipher". To the outside world she comes with a reserve, but internally she is experiencing it very strong. When she's finally opening, she is doing that very rapidly and completely, without any resistance.
In a big stress she's very easily falling into alienation and depression. She has a feeling of utter otherness, as if she came from another planet. She's complain ing about her current fate, recalls and experiencing many times an events from the past. She moves away from the others with a feeling of being let down or a sense of shame. She lives in her own world of pain and loss. She has a very sick soul. She imagines and is interested of her own death.






:orange: I am VEGAN. For almost 7 years. :shamrock: :shamrock: :shamrock:

I have an amazing boyfriend, Mateusz. -> :iconseejay91:

Sure, I am a damn polyglot, knowing arabic, russian, english, spanish. Except for that, I have my language adventure with czech, french, spanish, urdu, turkish, russian and japanesse language.

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Of course I will be so glad if you will write to me. :)
I am happy to have a contact with people.
So if You want - just do it, yalla. ^^



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Hobbies & Interests
* different languages and cultures.
* animals. [specially dogs and wolves.]
* sexology and psychology.
* lucid dreams
* cynology and animals' behaviorism.
* religions. [I born as a catholic, then I covered to Islam, and after that I started using my brain and I have no religion now. I believe in God, but I don't have any religion.]
* writting poems and books. [I public them online.]
* cooking, diets and healthy lifestyle. [I lost 30 kg already, lol.]
* traveling. [I've been to England (London), France (Paris), Belgium (Brussels), Tunisia (Tunis, Monastir, Sousse, Sidi Bou Said), Morocco (Cassablanca), Egypt (Cairo, Tanta, Alexandria, Hurghada, Mahallah al-Kubra, 6th October City, Luxor, Giza), Germany (Monachium, Berlin, Potsdam), Nederland (Amsterdam), Czech (Prague), Ukraine (Lviv), Bulgaria (Varna)]


I LIKE wholegrain coffe, peanut butter, xylitol, long baths, playing games, watching something interesting and educational in TV.
I HATE alcohol (strange, right?), Sex, and talking about it (even weirder, right?), cigarettes, unfeeling and indifferent people, selfishness, partying, excessive swearing and spitting on the sidewalk while walking down the street.


Favorite Music
* oriental (different)
* reggaeton (Don Omar, Daddy Yankee, Wisin&Yandel)
* immediate (Two Steps From Hell, Audiomachine, X-Ray Dog, Gothic Storm)
* opera & classical (Andrea Boccelli)
* electronic (deadmau5, Boys Noize, Justice)

Favorite Movies
different, specially fantasy ones. ~ Eragon, Narnia etc.

Favorite TV Shows
Animal Planet, Nat Geo Wild, Food Network.


Favorite Books
* The hand of Fatima
* Mornings in Jeneen
* Alchemist



Personal Quote: " Patience is bitter but its fruits are sweet ... "


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Vasuki-1 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thankyou very much for joining my group! ^^
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SifrAmal Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student Photographer
That what you do is actually amazing ^^
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Vasuki-1 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Naaaaaaw......thankyou! :heart:
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Bravo i za to brawa!
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SifrAmal Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013  Student Photographer
<3
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zaraki82 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2013
Przykro mi, że taka piękna dziewczyna dała się zmamić tak barbarzyńskiej religii, jaką jest islam. Mam tylko nadzieję, że nie odczujesz na własnej skórze ciemnej strony tej ideologii. Wiem, że są wśród muzułmanów ludzie dobrzy i życzliwi, ale nie jest to zasługą ich religii, tylko ich serc.
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SifrAmal Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013  Student Photographer
Nie jestem już na szczęście muzułmanką.
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