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I was a muslim from the 14th of July, 2012. Well, I am an ex muslim actually. Maybe in arab countries I should be killed for that I left the religion but please, don't hate me. I am not a bad person. I believe in God hardly but I just got lost. I couldn't find my way in Islam, I was alone with all that, no one was next to me to help me and teach about Islam. The problem is that being muslim here is not easy at all, I was forced to be muslim by my ex-boyfriend from Egypt. He was intimidating me and forcing to join islam. After I did and found it a good choice, I prayed 5 times a day, do fast in Ramadan and so on... Then I become hated among my family and friends. It was all really too hard and I was becoming mentaly sick of that all... I decided to leave Islam for my own safety. Just... Please, don't hate me, don't call me a bitch, slut and whatever... Many people hate me already... Too many. Do I deserve? If you notice any problem, anything that I do wrong, please, tell me that politely. Don't attack me and don't be agressive. Many muslims write to me every day, calling me a bitch, they say that they pray to Allah to destroy my life and my family, they wish me to die, they say horrible things... I feel just tired, I have enough... Please...
Glory Days
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I spent...
blood, sweat, tears and pain
waiting so long for the glory days
slave my life away
working so hard for the glory days
hearing these voices feeding my fears
my worst enemy is in the mirror
telling me to quit but i won't cave
until my name's written on my grave
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Bachelor...
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Hi. Oh well, no one gives a single fuck but I have a hard need to share this with the world. XD
My bachelor thesis has just been defended and I am officially a Philologist (Bachelor of English Philology). Yay.
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Life is suprising.
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Oh well, so, the man that I was traveling with through the USA came to Poland this time. :la:
So excited! Imma show him my country this time. :dummy:
I hope he'll enjoy it.
Though I am sick... Fuck this shit. :(
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Bad Habits
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Come on can’t you see? Are you too naïve? When you look at me, are you lying to yourself just to believe?
Hey! Hey! Isn’t it funny we all want what isn’t right? Yeah I said Hey! Hey! Maybe you love me cause I’m just another vice?
I chain smoke, drink too much, lose my luck, playin poker all night long, I’m such a mess. Stay up late, caffeine buzz, we’ve all got bad habits we don’t want I must con
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Every religion has caused war and hatred among it's followers or nonbelievers. People start the "better than thou" attitude or judge you if you are not following the will of "their God" and "their books" and "their teachings." If you strive to gain approval, acceptance, and love from people who hate you or disagree with the way you think or want to live your life, you will always be unhappy.
You are always happiest once you follow your own path and don't care about what everyone else thinks about you or your beliefs.
If you do seek companionship, you are always happiest among people who share your interests, support you, and love you for who you are down to your last quirk.
People who try to hurt you, change you, or distort your view are not your friends or family.
You are always happiest once you follow your own path and don't care about what everyone else thinks about you or your beliefs.
If you do seek companionship, you are always happiest among people who share your interests, support you, and love you for who you are down to your last quirk.
People who try to hurt you, change you, or distort your view are not your friends or family.